Visitors Day at KIRA and the artists work in their studios showing their methods and techniques to visitors from the local community and further afield. The mist disappears very quickly and we are left with sunshine and warmth. A good day for sitting out on the porch and waiting for guests.
View from my book table.
I sit behind my table on the porch at KIRA, making notes in my journal and waiting for the advent of guests. I have no plans other than to sit ad write. If people arrive and wish to engage me in conversation, that will be great. It will be even better if they pick up a book, open it, choose a poem or a passage of prose, and allow me to read it to them. They can follow the text while I read. When people do arrive, they look first at the covers of the saddle-stitch books and chapbooks. Many comment on the wonderful pencil sketches that Geoff provided for them. A couple are drawn to the bright colors and cartoons of the larger books. Title and cover combine together to persuade each visitor to pickup a book and start to read it.
Visitor’s view of the book table.
This is more or less what guests and visitors see when they approach the book table. You have to imagine me, the poet, sitting behind that table, masked if I do not know the guests, unmasked and at a safe distance if I do. I find it difficult to read out loud with the mask on. It is much easier, mask off.
I promised one guest, alas, I have forgotten her name, that I would post a poem and a voice recording of it, here on my blog, so that she and her friends could hear me read. This is the poem I read to her. I do hope she is able to locate my blog and follow this up. Here is the poem, from Sun and Moon. Poems from Oaxaca.
Santo Domingo Worshipping Gaia before the great altar in Santo Domingo
If the goddess is not carried in your heart like a warm loaf in a paper bag beneath your shirt you will never discover her hiding place
she does not sip ambrosia from these golden flowers nor does she climb this vine to her heavenly throne nor does she sit on this ceiling frowning down
in spite of the sunshine trapped in all this gold the church is cold and overwhelming tourists come with cameras not the people with their prayers
my only warmth and comfort not in this god who bids the lily gilded but in that quieter voice that speaks within me
and brings me light amidst all this darkness and brings me poverty amidst all this wealth
I will post some of the other poems that I read on the porch over the next few days. Meanwhile, be patient with me. I feel that I am all off-balance, trapped between two worlds, part of me is away in KIRA and part of me is home in Island View. I find it difficult to work on my KIRA2021 project, a rewrite of The Nature of Art and the Art of Nature. This manuscript placed second in the WFNB’s Alfred G. Bailey poetry award in 2020. Since then, I have been revising it and adding to it, with KIRA2021 in mind. However, creating and posting seem to be two conflicting skills right now. The need to express (open blogging) and the need to create (secretive and non-sharing). I hope this helps to explain my irregular postings and my absences from this blog.
I stayed this morning for the KIRA public visits. It was very cold on the back porch and not many people visited. I received four visitors between 10 and 2. However, word will spread and the people will come. Especially if the weather improves. Books above: On Being Welsh, Tales of Tara, McAdam Railway Station, Time Spirits, Lamentations for Holy Week, Land of Rocks and Saints, Obsidian 22, Obsidian’s Edge, and Twelve Days of Cat.
The porch at KIRA: a place to meet, read, write, and display one’s works. What a pleasure to be there. A double pleasure to be invited back.
Books washed up on the Beach, Holt’s Point, NB. Some of the above and a few others. Looking good, as the book worm said when he crawled along the beach for breakfast.
Books in Studio #1, laid out for the visitors, KIRA, June, 2017. So much color, so much hard work.
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Painting the School Outing Beaver Pond, Mactaquac
The yellow of the school bus is easy, but what colors do you give the rain of school kids descending? And how do you portray their energy, their noise, the tones of French and English? What colors are their vowels, their consonants, their high-pitched voices?
You can sketch their orderly rows as they snack on the top-hat magic pulled out of backpacks. But it’s not so easy to paint the pop of Pepsi cans, the scent of chocolate bars, or the crackle of chips released from packets and popped into mouths.
Running round after lunch, they drive the wild birds wild with their unorganized games of tag, their impromptu dances, their three-legged races, their winners and losers, their joys and sorrows. Fishing nets are produced from nowhere. Girls, boys wander to water’s edge in search of prey: incipient frogs, newts, tadpoles, bullheads, but how do you paint the wet and wriggle of them?
Try painting this. Whistles sound. Kids regroup. The bus reloads and goes. Now paint the silence. Sketch the tranquility of woods, bird-calls back, of the beaver pond with its lilies stretching their green necks skywards towards a pale blue sky where cotton clouds cluster together in celestial flocks. A pastoral scene, this painter’s paradise.
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Full Moon Over KIRA
Who shall dredge this midnight moon from the shoals of Passamaquoddy Bay? Gaunt the moon-rakers’ faces, harsh their hands hauling on nets, heaving her up, rippled and dimpled, blunt her bite as she emerges from submersion, raked from water in the traditional ritual.
Upside down, these reflected clouds, as bright as full-moon fishing boats distorted from below as the night wind blows clean dry bones across a mirrored sky where shadow fish fly wet with moonshine.
Oh pity her, you people, as she’s dragged from her element and exposed to air and oxygen that will slowly kill her, make her fade, frail and fragile, not meant for this world of rock and stone, flower and field, but destined to walk in heavenly meadows or to rest in the shallows where she rocks to sleep in the sea’s endless cradle.
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Monet at Giverny
Day’s executioner stripes evening across the sacrificed horizon. In blood he was born, in earth will he rest his flesh, turning it into bread. Purple this imperial wine streaming with day’s death, ruffling these troubled waters.
Green footprints, the lily pads. A halo, this drowned man’s beard, liquescent. Like the gods, he dreamed he walked dry on water. Stepping stones, these goldfish flowering beneath this thin line of cloud.
Maples flash ruby thoughts that ripple outwards, waves cast upon a liquid sky towards what farther shores?
Wisteria blesses him with its curly blue locks. Narcissus, he clads himself in an abyss of lilies, imperial, his reflection, and imperiled. Slowly he slides to sleep, merging into his dream: a vaulted cathedral, his earthbound ribs, the blood space immaculate.
His lily pond turns into a fallen mirror, shattering as it ripples in the breeze. Shards of clouds flare like flames. Fractured fish, red and gold, shelter beneath white lilies.
Night and day, sun and moon, leapfrog over tranquil water. Something always survives: sepia tints, old photos, dreaming on and on.
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Monet at Kingsbrae
Clos Normand and the Grande Allée closed to him. Folded his flowers, their petals tight at his nightfall. Dark their colours, in mourning for his mornings of light, fled far from him now, left way back behind.
The Lady of the Garden holds out her hand, hands him an apple: l’offrande du coeur. A scarlet heart of flame and his world regenerates in roses and in tulips. Especially when the dying sun pours molten fire on a crimson lake.
The limpid sky brims over into low clouds trapping a slash of colour here, and there a tree, a fountain of gold. If the sun is an apple blushing on a setting branch, the money plant hangs silver-white of moonlight between fine-tuned fingers. When it rattles its seeds, coins blunt the moon’s sharp edge, clouds weep, and earth is eclipsed by nickels and dimes.
The breeze bowls clean dry bones across the sky. Wind of change: that first fast bite too bitter to remember and timeless this tide, this ebb and flow, this great pond-serpent coiled around the tree, devouring both tail and tale, dictating itself to death, forever.
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Mirror Image (on seeing the outline of a painting on the reverse side of my painted note-book page)
What price these corkscrew lines, reversed, seen through a glass, darkly, the wrong side of a tapestry, all twisted threads and imaginings, no clear pattern of thought or design, as if designated by an errant hand and signed by a man with a mission to bewilder, confuse, muddle, shock, turn inside out, back to front, upside down all our notions of what is what, and who is when, and why, and where?
Yet there is meaning to this madness, a sense of a blind man trapped underground in the labyrinth of his darkened mind with only a thin thread of belief to guide him, upwards and outwards, away from the torrid torment of doused flames, the damp spark’s midnight glow, the search for substance in a new world, insubstantial in a neologism, whirled through inner spaces and spun, guileful, out of the back of the hand to spin, this way, that way, who knows which way, according to the moment of delivery, the angle of acceptance, the untrained brain of the recipient, tottering on the brink of a world with a definite end: the suicide of logic.
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Dalí ‘s Clock Salvador Dalí
A clock, a sheet hung out, strung out, on a canvas washing line. No wind, no pegs, soon to be sun-bleached, dried, then folded in on itself, corner to corner the sheet, and the watch, how will it fold?
Face to face, in half circles, perhaps, or back-to-back with time cut in half, a tick without its companion tock, a stutter of time, halved, then quartered, then in an eighth, a quesadilla of broken springs and tiny wheels within wheels, all disjointed, with glass fragmenting, shattering.
While we watch, our clockwork universe disintegrates before our eyes, in a tiny explosion as all chronological creation implodes into a logic of carnival, absurd our words and world, devoid of meaning, a pocket-watch going over a waterfall, a timepiece soon to break into rusty pieces, painted by a man who dreams he isn’t mad.
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Still Life with Hollyhock for Geoff Slater the inventor of line painting
How do you frame this beaver pond, those paths, those woods? How do you know what to leave, what to choose? Where does light begin and darkness end?
Up and down: two dimensions. Easy. But where does depth come from? Or the tactility, the energy, water’s flow, that rush of breathless movement that transcends the painting’s stillness?
So many questions, so few answers. The hollyhock that blooms in my kitchen is not a real hollyhock. It is the painting of a photo of a genuine flower that once upon a time flourished in my garden.
A still life, then, a nature morte, a dead nature, portrayed in paint and hung alive, on display in this coffin’s wooden frame.
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