
Driving at Night
Once upon a time,
my hair was brown and curly,
but now it’s straight
and as white
as this drifting snow
that clogs the windshield.
I smooth down my hair
with my fingers:
swollen knuckles,
crooked joints.
I burn with feverish thoughts
yet cold blood shivers
through my arteries.
Headlights
blind me in my good eye.
The other one’s useless
when I drive at night.
It’s a long time
since I last saw,
let alone touched,
my toes.
Putting on my socks
or tying my shoelace
is a morning no-no.
Short of breath,
of agility,
with no ability
to climb up stairs:
what happened
to my youth?
Where did
my childhood
go?
Time, time, we want more of it and yet we wish away half our lives expecting tomorrow to be better.
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Alas, too true. It reminds me of Abba and the amount of time I have spent waiting in railway stations and airports … “I’m wishing my life away” Everly Brothers …
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I always think about how everyone has Monday and wants to get straight to the weekend. Which I always think is a shame. I don’t mind Mondays so much. But in general I like what I do, too.
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Nothing wrong with Mondays: new week, fresh start. Lots of opportunities.
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That’s how I feel as well. 🙂
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Oh.dt is result of cruel time who is passing n lefting us alone with memories.you r true,dear sir,those memories come near in lonely nights.wonderful n heart touching lines.
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Thank you, Aruna. Getting old isn’t always easy. I am starting to realize what my parents and grandparents went through! It’s easier when I write about it, though. Then I can laugh at myself and my worries.
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Yeah.absolutely true.but i think-one man can be old by physicaly but not by heart if he has positive attitude.here i m posting a gazhal (a type of song) sung by malika pulhraaj n written by a sufi saint hafeez jalandhari.if u read it then u will feel what i m saying.
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